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Okayyyyyy so I’ve recently had a pretty major setback in my plans for Korea. Don’t get be wrong, I’m still going and still enrolled in the program and everything. The only thing is different is that I don’t actually know where I’ll be living anymore. I thought I’d be staying in the SK Global dorms, but I was rejected (*angrysobs*).
Sooooo now I have to find a new home!! My parents are on board for helping my pay for an apartment/officetel/one-room/whatever when I get there, but it would really be great to also find a roommate. It would help both of us out financially, since it’d cut all of the bills in half. And I’m reaching out on tumblr because I think all of y’all are cooler and safer and much more compatible. It’d be even cooler if you’re also going to KLI, and even more wide-spread-adventurous if you’re not. So just hit me up if you’re looking for a roommate. I can give you my Kakaotalk or Facebook on private message if you want to talk more about it.
But anyway, I’m still excited and still looking forward to going. Maybe even a little bit more now. It’s a new challenge which will have even more rewards (like an at-home coffee machine…. ^.^)

honeybbc-kr asked:

Hello! I'm going to Yonsei KLI in Fall too!! I hope to be there for like a year as well, I know no one going there so can we be friends? lol I'm sorry if this is weird!

Yeah, we could totally be friends!! It’s always fun to meet new people. Where are you going to be staying?? Are you taking the placement test or starting out in level one??

Getting Closer to Korea!!

Okay so here’s an update on my plans for Korea.
• I have my official acceptance letter to Yonsei’s KLI for the next two terms
• I booked my plans ticket last night!! (7:30am…. At an airport 4 hours away from my house. Yayyyy. But oh well!!)
• My grandma and aunt bought me a matching three piece purple luggage set which I have decked out in neon green accessories. Ohhhhh yessssss
• I am currently looking into a guesthouse for the two-ish days that I’ll be in Korea before I [hopefully] move into the SK Global dorms at Yonsei. I still need to apply, so that’s gonna be stressful, but I have plans to apply as soon as it opens up!!
• I sold my car and got a job so that I can have money in Korea and, y’know, eat, and stuff…. >.>
• I got two new pairs of shoes. Which is a big deal, for me. Because it’s been over two years since I’ve bought shoes, and they don’t have my shoe size in Korea…. *sobs*

Now all that’s left is to get info about my visa and then go get it. Oh and I need a tuberculosis test for the dorms. Ideally I’d like to lose some weight too, but life is being difficult right now. I’m attempting but so far it’s not happening :/
But whatever!! I will be in Korea in just under 3 months. So that’s what matters ^.^


For the hysteria of touching B.A.P at the High Touch event at the LOE London concert, I kind of ended up buying… 7 signed copies of First Sensibility. The albums take up about half of my room so I’m giving you all a chance to win these and have them shipped to you for FREE!

The albums I have are signed by~
✩ Yongguk
✩ Himchan
✩ Daehyun
✩ Jongup

General info~
✩ This is FREE - you don’t have to pay anything.
✩ You have to be allowed to tell me your address.
✩ The albums will be chosen at random.
✩ You will get a random members photocard.
✩ There will be 6 winners, because I want to keep one.
✩ If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

A few rules~
✩ You have to be following me.
✩ Max 2 reblogs in 24 hours.
✩ Likes counts.
✩ Your ask must be open.
✩ You must reply within 24 hours.

The giveaway will end on Saturday, June 21st 2014 at 11PM CET.

Getting Hopeful~~~~~!

Okay so yesterday I applied for Yonsei’s KLI 2014 Fall term and paid for the application and sent all my documents and this morning I heard back!! I haven’t gotten an official response, but the coordinator made it sound like I got in!! Supposedly I’ll hear back officially in 1-2 weeks, but the email I got already made me super happy!! It’s looking like I’m really truly going to Korea in September!!! My life is suddenly worth it again ^.^ (I was starting to get bummed out because of my foot and my lack of exercise, but it’s looking like things will start getting better soon.)

Prom is tomorrow, graduation is in two weeks, I’ll get out of my boot in a month or so, and in four months I’ll be heading off for Korea!!! I’m getting seriously excitedddd!

Get to Know Me Uncomfortably Well

  • 1. What is you middle name?

  • 2. How old are you?

  • 3. What is your birthday?

  • 4. What is your zodiac sign?

  • 5. What is your favorite color?

  • 6. What's your lucky number?

  • 7. Do you have any pets?

  • 8. Where are you from?

  • 9. How tall are you?

  • 10. What shoe size are you?

  • 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

  • 12. What was your last dream about?

  • 13. What talents do you have?

  • 14. Are you psychic in any way?

  • 15. Favorite song?

  • 16. Favorite movie?

  • 17. Who would be your ideal partner?

  • 18. Do you want children?

  • 19. Do you want a church wedding?

  • 20. Are you religious?

  • 21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

  • 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

  • 23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

  • 24. Baths or showers?

  • 25. What color socks are you wearing?

  • 26. Have you ever been famous?

  • 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

  • 28. What type of music do you like?

  • 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

  • 30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

  • 31. What position do you usually sleep in?

  • 32. How big is your house?

  • 33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

  • 34. Have you ever fired a gun?

  • 35. Have you ever tried archery?

  • 36. Favorite clean word?

  • 37. Favorite swear word?

  • 38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?

  • 39. Do you have any scars?

  • 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

  • 41. Are you a good liar?

  • 42. Are you a good judge of character?

  • 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

  • 44. Do you have a strong accent?

  • 45. What is your favorite accent?

  • 46. What is your personality type?

  • 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

  • 48. Can you curl your tongue?

  • 49. Are you an innie or an outie?

  • 50. Left or right handed?

  • 51. Are you scared of spiders?

  • 52. Favorite food?

  • 53. Favorite foreign food?

  • 54. Are you a clean or messy person?

  • 55. Most used phrased?

  • 56. Most used word?

  • 57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

  • 58. Do you have much of an ego?

  • 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

  • 60. Do you talk to yourself?

  • 61. Do you sing to yourself?

  • 62. Are you a good singer?

  • 63. Biggest Fear?

  • 64. Are you a gossip?

  • 65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?

  • 66. Do you like long or short hair?

  • 67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

  • 68. Favorite school subject?

  • 69. Extrovert or Introvert?

  • 70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

  • 71. What makes you nervous?

  • 72. Are you scared of the dark?

  • 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

  • 74. Are you ticklish?

  • 75. Have you ever started a rumor?

  • 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

  • 77. Have you ever drank underage?

  • 78. Have you ever done drugs?

  • 79. Who was your first real crush?

  • 80. How many piercings do you have?

  • 81. Can you roll your Rs?"

  • 82. How fast can you type?

  • 83. How fast can you run?

  • 84. What color is your hair?

  • 85. What color is your eyes?

  • 86. What are you allergic to?

  • 87. Do you keep a journal?

  • 88. What do your parents do?

  • 89. Do you like your age?

  • 90. What makes you angry?

  • 91. Do you like your own name?

  • 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

  • 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

  • 94. What are you strengths?

  • 95. What are your weaknesses?

  • 96. How did you get your name?

  • 97. Were your ancestors royalty?

  • 98. Do you have any scars?

  • 99. Color of your bedspread?

  • 100. Color of your room?



I was wearing this outfit today to a grocery store when I made a baby smile. I was wearing this outfit today when I threw my head back and laughed, when I sang in the car with my family, when I filled it with yummy food to keep it healthy.

I was wearing this outfit today to a grocery store when I overheard a woman telling her young daughter who was pointing and laughing that I would get what’s coming to me. I was wearing this outfit today when a woman told a man that it was the wrong kind of attention and that I was asking for someone to get me. I was wearing this outfit today when the same man stared at my body longingly and then agreed with the woman that I was asking for an attack.

I was not wearing this outfit when I was raped. I was wearing a size XXL hoodie and a pair of my mom’s sweatpants, much to the shock of the friend I told after, who asked what she’d been taught to ask: “What were you wearing?”. I feel so terrible for the little girl whose mother was teaching her at the grocery store that she deserved to be assaulted if she dressed comfortably for the weather, which was climbing above 80 degrees, or for an injury, which called for a brace and a boot that doesn’t allow room for long pants, or for her body, because it’s hers and she can put on it what she damn well pleases. I feel terrible for the man who will look me up and down as though I was a 5 for $20 steak deal he might purchase and will immediately after speak to a presumable stranger about the violent fate I deserved. I feel terrible for the woman with fabulous hair who feels she can express herself but refuses to let me do the same.

Summer is coming up. It’s hot outside. I have an injured ankle, and a tight boot and brace to wear on one leg. I will not dress uncomfortably to protect complete strangers who are so offended by an expanse of skin that they console themselves by predicting my next rape.

Stop perpetuating slut-shaming and thus perpetuating a culture of excused rape. Stop perpetuating slut-shaming and thus perpetuating a culture of insecurity, inherent shame, and body image distortion which can cause an innumerable amount of incredibly dark issues nearly impossible to overcome.

My body is mine, and I love it. It is the house I live in, with which I will someday create a family, with which I run and dance and hold the strong lungs I use to sing. I refuse to be ashamed of it for any reason, especially the reason being that this culture which glorifies sex and punishes those who have it, which encourages being sexy and then preaches that sexy girls ask for attack, has taught its people that my stomach is a sin.

Please think twice this summer before you choose to say anything at all to or about anyone who wears something they choose to wear. Please think twice before you say that a girl deserves to be raped for wearing shorts. Please try and catch yourself when you think things like that. Please be courteous and gentle and loving, and spend your effort tackling real problems. My stomach and legs are not a real problem.

This. Spread this like wild fire.

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